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Erred by Avarice

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  ​I am just a devotee , And you are inside the temple . It feels wrong to love you. I can't touch you; I can’t be like you. Everything about you makes me want you more, But I am a mere human, And you are a deity . ​"Daughter of human and son of God Are never meant to be," they say, But I really want to touch that heart. I know it would cost my life, Yet I am drawn to you. For some reason it feels like I am one of you, May because I share few similarities. But I, a mere human, can only dream. ​If you accept my eternal love, The gods and goddesses and your followers will call you a fool. But I can't resist the desire I feel inside me; I have erred by the avarice for you. They told me I might be the daughter of the devil even, Yet some say I am the daughter of Zeus . I don't want all these crowns; All I want is you. ​You are immortal , and I am a mortal . You reflect the pearls, While I camouflage in the soil. You smell divine , while I smell wheat, But our eyes lo...
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Dreamstray

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  There's been someone Who is disturbing my mind, Coming into my peaceful dreams, Stirring my mind, Painting my cheeks crimson, Leaving my heart to beat longer. Your face is obscure; I can't see your eyes nor your nose. I want to see your sultry curves on your face, But it's all blur, And it's a curse. The only thing I know about you Is that you have dusky skin. It reminds me of the soil, Soil that mixes with the first rain. Those arms that could hold my entire soul, Oh, I want to hang on them. Those slender reeds that brushed on my hands, I wish I could hold them in mine. When you tucked my hair behind my ears, Oh, I melted into the heavenly stream. When you took the book from my hands, It felt like you took my sadness away. But what can I do or say? You are just a "blur man," Appeared in my dreams lately. Now I'm standing in the real world, Wondering who really you are? Are you just a mystery man, Who strayed by in my dreams, Or do you really exist? Do y...
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Almighty's Vagabond

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I'm standing in a crowd. Not too big to swallow me, Nor too small to be shallow. These are the souls I know, Close to heart enough to beheart them. Yet I feel like a stranger, An ignored ghost, I feel empty in the crowd I know. It's true, I always feel that I'm the stranger everywhere. Just like a ghost who's visiting its loved ones after death. I don't belong to anyone or anywhere. I'm just a rover, Moving everyday, shattering my heart into pieces. Knowing I could die at any minute from now,   Without someone who will actually cry for me, When I mix into the soil and air. Without someone who would remember me forever Even if I leave this world behind in the dawn. The ghost slowly travels to the heaven but is sent back. In the same vein, I'm standing between the souls that I reread everytime. There is not a place to claim me nor a person. There is not a single soul out there In this world to say "she is mine". I'm just a wandering soul, Like th...
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Dear Future Lover

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  Why am I becoming a lover? When I don't even have one. Desire to someone play with my hair Someone to trace my cheeks with their thumb Hold me tight and say it's okay Cuddle me all night as I yap nonstop. I just want to hold their hand And walk in the moonlight  Have an ice cream date, Maybe a ramen bowl later. I want to cringe at my own words Want to blush at their words. Oh, my dear future lover When are you going to come to my life? To make it a beautiful garden. Come fast, I'm tired of waiting. 
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She healed you.

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  I was standing in darkness Holding my heart and hopes  Which were crashed by this world's harshness  Then I saw a hand approaching me. Suddenly everything around me stared to glow Every single lamp in the dark  Started to light up the fire. I looked at the direction of the hand A girl came towards me  Banishing all the darkness She held my hand and Ran through a passage  In direction of the summer I loved. In her eyes I saw truth I saw love and every single beautiful emotions  That I wanted to know. In a rainy day I was standing there Trying to hide my tears Letting them become invisible  She again came by and offered a towel She said it's okay to cry It's okay to be different  And let my head to rest on her shoulder.  She wiped off my tears, Which was leaving the memory of a salt river. She brought the light I lacked. She said the words I wanted to hear. Even in the era were men are nearly useless  She made me feel happy Like no ...
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Mantras Of Life

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  Even though I hate you I can't forget you. Days and days passed by And we never came near by. All I need is to find me back But my heart still lack. A journey not bargained for came on the way To wipe my sorrows away. Gaea hugged But your presence bugged. Vast spread tilths or the palace, None of them seemed to balance. It was a tavern Which made the light burn. I heard a voice. It was Mantras.  The Mantras for a new life. Mixed with the high volume music  The chants felt like melody. “ Do not go after people Who do not deserve you. Do not make yourself cry. Do not waste time to harm yourself. Make yourself better. Do things that makes you happy Makes you to be yourself .” It ended soon But the chants were still echoing in me. My heart thought about it And continued to dance With the rhythm of the new life The rhythm of enlightenment. While my soul was reciting the Mantras. The Mantras of purpose of life.
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I Hate You

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  I hate you I hate you for being a distraction I hate you for being disturbance I hate you for ruining my life I hate you because how I feel now I hate you for being a competition I hate you for being a liar I hate you for being a cheater I hate you for being a fake friend.   I hated you when you called me your friend I hated you when you body shamed me I hated you when you slut shamed me I hated you when you judged me. I hate you for distracting me from my life I hate you for disturbing my goals and academics So you can take my place. I hate you for ruining me  With your sugar- coatted words and fake charms. I hate you for making me feel like nothing When I gave you the very best of me. I hate you for being a betrayer I hate you for laughing at my worst.   I hated you when you  Framed me as your best friend When you had a back-up friend. I hated you when you said I'm pretty. I hated you when you said I'm innocent I hated you when you said  You'll never ju...
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