I Hate You

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I hate you

I hate you for being a distraction

I hate you for being disturbance

I hate you for ruining my life

I hate you because how I feel now

I hate you for being a competition

I hate you for being a liar

I hate you for being a cheater

I hate you for being a fake friend.

 

I hated you when you called me your friend

I hated you when you body shamed me

I hated you when you slut shamed me

I hated you when you judged me.


I hate you for distracting me from my life

I hate you for disturbing my goals and academics

So you can take my place.

I hate you for ruining me 

With your sugar- coatted words and fake charms.

I hate you for making me feel like nothing

When I gave you the very best of me.

I hate you for being a betrayer

I hate you for laughing at my worst.

 

I hated you when you 

Framed me as your best friend

When you had a back-up friend.

I hated you when you said I'm pretty.

I hated you when you said I'm innocent

I hated you when you said 

You'll never judge. 

 

I hate you.

And it's the only three words

That I have for you left in my heart.

At  our last good bye.


 

 

 

 





 












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